About Me

I'm 33 and have been married since 2004. We were TTC for over 10 years and went through fertility treatment over 5 years. Unfortunately, I have endometriosis and adenomyosis but these havent been proven to be a cause to our infertility, we are in that huge black hole of 'unexplained'. In 2017, we decided on plan B and moved to Cornwall.

Thursday 28 July 2011

Heartbroken...again :o(

Well, the phone call came. Wish it hadnt :o(  Its happened again, just with bigger number.  We started with 31, down to 14, only 6 fertilised :o(  Totally heartbroken.  As we cant have one put back now, we dont know how well those 6 will grow and many dont even survive the freeze/thaw process.  The hurt is just as great as last time.  There had to be a compatability issue, thats something we cant change :o(  To make things worse, we cant even have our review appt until Sept as they are losing 2 consultants and new ones dont have appts yet so got to wait forever until we can even discuss what happened and how to approach fet, which I almost feel there is no point as nothing will be good enough to put back anyway :o(
#heartbroken #gutted #seriouslyfuckedoff #:o(

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