About Me

I'm 33 and have been married since 2004. We were TTC for over 10 years and went through fertility treatment over 5 years. Unfortunately, I have endometriosis and adenomyosis but these havent been proven to be a cause to our infertility, we are in that huge black hole of 'unexplained'. In 2017, we decided on plan B and moved to Cornwall.

Wednesday 14 October 2015

Pain

That's what had brought me back to my blog. Horrendous amounts of pain. I've been lucky, for the past few years, I haven't experienced pain to the levels I had previously grown used to. Only now it's back and as agonizing as ever and I have absolutely no idea of how to cope with it.

I'm talking about endometriosis. It seems that my relatively pain free days are well and truly over and, practically overnight, I am back to constant, unbearable pain. The type that only my endo sisters will fully understand, the type that can have you on your knees in seconds, as the searing pain rips through you like a knife. That's before the red hot poker kicks in too. My oh my that fecker is evil. Unrelenting pain like nothing you've ever experienced before.

So, I'm now back to living on pain killers, glued to anything hot, in my case, a heated wheat bag in the shape of gromit! I'm hoping to see a specialist consultant soon but have to get Bupa to approved him first....just another battle!

I have a feeling I'll be back again soon...tiggers baby journey has taken an unscheduled detour....