About Me

I'm 33 and have been married since 2004. We were TTC for over 10 years and went through fertility treatment over 5 years. Unfortunately, I have endometriosis and adenomyosis but these havent been proven to be a cause to our infertility, we are in that huge black hole of 'unexplained'. In 2017, we decided on plan B and moved to Cornwall.

Thursday 21 October 2010

Scared

Got my counselling session at care this morning and I'm really scared. I don't know why, I'm just worried about what I will have to go through, reliving everything that went wrong and trying to think positive when all I can think is how bloody unlucky we must be for it to have happened in the first place. I guess I just need to wait and see what happens. Just hope I can keep the tears away long enough to actually speak.
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Friday 15 October 2010

Struggling

Cd34 + still no af, but of course I'm not pregnant :o( I'm just finding it so hard at the min. our review went ok but we don't have any answers as to what happened, it was basically pure bad luck :o( which tbh doesn't make it any easier. Cons said there was about a 0.3% chance of what happened 2 us happening, which really didn't help! I just feel like the must unlucky person ever. Maybe its just the hormones, but I just want 2 cry :o( I hv lost all hope of our nxt attempt working, I just think there is something very wrong that means I will never have a baby :o(


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