Well Christmas day was emotional but lovely. I'm just trying to figure out how I feel about doing ivf again. In many ways, I want to get on with it and see what's going to happen, but in a way, I'm still really scared about going through all that again only to face the same heartbreak. I guess I will just see how I feel when af arrives again.
My sister has brought sky lanterns to let go on new years eve, so we can all make a wish, I just hope they work!
Love and babydust to all xxxx
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Sunday 26 December 2010
Saturday 11 December 2010
How do I get over it?
Its been 3 months since our cancelled/failed ivf cycle and I'm still struggling to deal with what happened. I just don't know how to get through it and move on. A girl I cycled with is having twins and as delighted as I am for her, I can't help feeling hurt. That reminder of how far along u would be is just so hard to take. I never dreamt that things would turn out like this and I just don't know how to accept it and move on. It all just hurts so much :o(
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