I hate feeling like this :-( so incredibly sad + negative about the future of our ivf journey. After the news on thurs, I just know that my eggs are no good. Its the only explanation as to why it has never happened naturally + why ivf keeps going so wrong. I know we have our 6 frosties but I am so scared of losing all of them before we get a chance of putting one back :-( it all just feels so hard right now + I don't think it will change until we have done the fet. To top things off, I am on day 35 today, so the witch is really toying with me :-( I'm trying so hard not to think about what might be but the want is so strong, its too hard not to allow the temptation of the possibility of a natural miracle. I just hope she turns up soon before I'm heartbroken again :-(
Love & sticky baby dust to all who read this xxxx
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