I thought I was going to be OK after the apt yesterday but tonight I just can't stop crying. The thought of never being able to have my own baby is just heartbreaking. I really don't know how to cope with that. I know we have the 6 frosties but there is no guarantee that they will grow let alone be transferred + become a successful pregnancy. The odds are so against us it just feels close to impossible. I feel so emotional about it all which is hard as I had kinda left all that behind after ec + the cancellation. Its just horrible having to relive it all again. All those feelings + emotions I had buried, are now raging like a tsunami, flooding my body + talking out everything in its path :-( I hate feeling like this, so out of control, its scary :-(
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