Emotions seem to be all over the place at the min. One minute I'm feeling ok and positive about our 6 little frosties, the next I'm feeling really down and convinced that we face a childless future which breaks my heart :o( My dh would make such an amazing daddy and it hurts so much to think that I may never be able to give him that opportunity. Then the positive side of me says shut up it aint over yet!!! Its like I'm splilt in 2 and both sides are fighting it out over how I should feel. I want the positive side to win because I truly believe that being positive has a great effect on both mind and body. Its just really hard.
I'm absolutely delighted that my sister got the all clear at her 12 week scan yesterday. I wouldnt wish this kind of heartache on anyone. As I have heard a lot from ivf sisters recently, its not someone elses baby I want, its our own. It just makes me sad that there is a possibility we may never achieve that dream.
But hey, positive thinking eh?! We have 6 super strong little frosties waiting for us and it only takes 1 ;o)
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