About Me

I'm 33 and have been married since 2004. We were TTC for over 10 years and went through fertility treatment over 5 years. Unfortunately, I have endometriosis and adenomyosis but these havent been proven to be a cause to our infertility, we are in that huge black hole of 'unexplained'. In 2017, we decided on plan B and moved to Cornwall.

Saturday 17 July 2010

Still waiting!

CD30 and still no AF :o(  I just really wish she would turn up so I can start the pill and my countdown to CD21 so I can finally start IVF for real.  It just feels like all we have done is wait and wait and wait for so long....I just want to get on with it!  Even my dh said the same today..."has she turned up yet?....I just want to get started".  I know exactly what he means!!!  I have lost count of how many times I have read my protocol, look at the drugs, the needles, even the sharps box!!!!  Its not unusual for me to go to CD34 so I am by no means expectant, I just wish she wouldnt mess me around like this, not now!  The hormones are starting to kick in a bit already.  I feel so emotional at the min.  A little insecure I guess and so very scared of what the next couple of months may or may not bring.  The acupuncture is excellent and really helping me to relax.  Its great to have someone to talk to as well as we get on really well.  I just hope it works! 

Anyway, will continue waiting....after all this time, whats a few more days eh?!

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